• 2 months ago

    I'm an idiot

    I had surgery for an agressive pre cancer in my cervix in 2012. I was supposed to go for regular papsmears after but I honestly avoided it all this time. Now I am bleeding 2 weeks after getting off my period and it has lasted a full 7 days. My period is only 4 days. I probably have cancer and would honestly rather die than go through chemo and radiation. I have a 10 yr old daughter and I dont want her to see me like that. I should go to the doctor and see whats what shouldn't I.

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  • 2 months ago

    RE: I'm an idiot

    Hi Silly you then, time to go seek help then which would be far more than we can give you, try by passing your doctor and get to a gyn ASAP

    Your problem now is your daughter has now to sit and wait to see if her Mother will still be her Mother.

    NOWHARD
  • 1 month ago

    RE: I'm an idiot

    update. i have a gyn appointment on the 16th. I am still bleeding. I know I did something stupid, hence the title of my post. I didn't write this to have you tell me I am stupid. I know that. I was hoping for support since I am not telling my family a damn thing until I know what is wrong with me. Thanks for making me feel worse. I truely needed that on top of my own depression.
      • 1 month ago
        Jazzy, How do you support stupidity with what you have done with your life for the last 7 years.

        NOWHARD
  • 1 month ago

    RE: I'm an idiot

    There is a good chance that this bleeding has nothing to do with cervical dysplasia or cancer. It could just be some hormonal changes. Let us know what you find out at your appointment.