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  • 4 days ago

    I don't know what else to do...

    I literally feel like there is no way out. I drink alcohol to try to numb the pain (I start drinking around 6am)...and now my body is rejecting it too. The tightness that I feel in my chest just from being depressed feels like it's crushing me from the inside out. I want to cry but the tears won't fall. I've tried talking to family; they more or less tell me to suck it up because I have kids. But this is why I need...some relief! I want to be there for them but I can barely get off the....
  • 12 days ago

    I'm scared of and for my husband...

    I feel like I can clearly see the changes in my husband's mental state over the last 6 years or so. We both did drugs recreationally, and both had our issues with chemical dependency. I have dealt with depression and anxiety for most of my life. And my family, on both sides, has experienced a wide range of mental health issues from PTSD to schizophrenia so I am no stranger to the signs and symptoms that come with these kinds of problems. So, it pains me and frustrates me to no end to see my husband....
  • 21 days ago

    My mom is depressing me or making me crazy

    I’m 30 I moved my mom in around 2 years ago. She has copd smokes is on oxygen and a drug addict. She takes methadone everyday and when moving in all I asked is to keep up on the place. I must mention we live in a 2 bed room apt. It’s not very big. But day in day out she just sleeps only gets up for methadone or bathroom. It’s killing me watching her waste away but she refuses to do anything she won’t go to the doctor. Just last week screaming help after walking to bathroom to per and couldn’t breathe....
  • Hi I'm new here!

    Hello everyone I am new here I've replied to a few people posting on here just barely. I have been a addict for 23 years now over half my life. Was clean for 3 years doing great as soon as I got done with drug court jumped right back in. I suffer with horrible anxiety panic attacks and my new thing is depression. I am 39 mother of 2 amazing kids. And I have a amazing husband who is the best thing besides my kids that has happened to me. He has no idea that I've been doing my drug of choice....
  • 1 month ago

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  • 1 month ago

    Battling Depression and anxiety

    Hey I’m new to this board and have never posted about my mental health on a blog before but my depression and anxiety have seem to be kicking my behind lately and I’m resulting to measures I would never have thought to before I walk around my home burning sage sniffing lavender and even meditating while wearing amethyst around my neck and listening to different frequency vibrations I’ve even picked back up writing the fact that I don’t have much of a support system makes it even harder as I find....
  • 2 months ago

    Alcohol , cigarettes, and lying

    I have been drinking heavily and smoking and also, I lie to my woman about it and other things, I need help, I don’t know where to start from because I have been here before once and I overcame it..... this time it seems very difficult because it’s like all my efforts were not profitable I need help. It has even started affecting my finances.and I feel like killing my self
  • 2 months ago

    Back..

    I haven't been on this website for over 2 years now, and by the time I was barely 17, and now that I am 19, I have learned a lot from my past and have done mistakes but I manage to keep staying strong and moving forward. As I read my message boards from over 2 years ago, I honestly thought that I had grown and changed for the better, but have I? I have been through worst now and I feel like if I am going back to my old habits... the only thing that keeps me going everyday is honestly myself but....
  • 2 months ago

    Depression

    I am recently divorced, 4 yrs but seem like yesterday. Had to move to Fl to be near my kids and life my entire life behind. Every morning I wake up depressed! We were in a car accident and I was ejected and am now on disability. I .myself everyday except for family functions, sometime I don't even do that. I am so confused everyday. What should I do next, I should shower, I should clean house, I should get out more, I should I should and on and on. Tears come sometimes when I don't even realize....
  • 3 months ago

    My methadone solution froze solid in our new fridge. Am i in trouble?

    Hello, I'm in a long-term opioid substitution program. I'm getting 13 take home doses of methadone solution every second week (the 14th one is consumed at the clinic). I get one bottle for each day i'm not visiting the center. I usually split the doses in two sets, and store doses for the second week in the fridge, the doses for the first week just stay at room temperature, in my room. Our family just purchased a new fridge. After few days, i realized that the factory-settings were extremely....