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  • 3 days ago

    Diazepam and Alcohol.

    I apologize before hand if this is the wrong section, I'm not blog savvy. I just completed a regime of 20 tabs, 10 mg diazepam. About 4 times a day, slowing down to 5 mg maybe twice a day. My last pill was 5 mg before bed on Monday. Today is my fathers birthday and I want to have 1, possibly 2 drinks, with him. I'm aware of the half life with diazepam but don't really understand the compound effects of taking it over a period of time. Should I have any issues with the alcohol tonight....
  • 20 days ago

    What is the point?

    I lost mom when I was 16 back in 2014 and In 2019 I attempted to end my life 3 times, each with unprescribed medication. I was hospitalized for the 2 most recent attempts. Its been about 3 months since I was last in the hospital. Since then I have been off medication due to not having health insurance after losing my job around the same time. I also dont have family that understands what Im going through. They think that it will just fix its self and I will magically be better. I dont have any friends....
  • 1 month ago

    dealing with myself

    It is true that we are our own worst enemies. It can seem like high school in my head, and different parts of me are sabotaging any and all attempts to make me a better person. Rumors are spread... did you know that she is a ***? Did you know she cries at night? That she is a druggie, a drunk, a nobody? I heard she used to be smart. Used to be capable, responsible, trustworthy. I don't trust her. Let's mess with her head. I drink because I have to. I drink because I have to be a normal adult....
  • 1 month ago

    Need Help Please

    My Dr has sent me to a psychiatrist as he thinks I may have bipolar, I also have paranoid feelings & highly sensitive, have abused ZOPICLONES & NO SUPPORT, family don't understand & friends try & fix it with herbal meds NO THANKS Any help would be appreciated
  • 2 months ago

    I don’t know how to cope...

    Hi, I don’t really know how to start this or even how to explain it but I’m not coping well with life, I have an amazing family and amazing friends but my mental health is not good at all, recently I got diagnosed with severe depression, anxiety and panic attacks... I didn’t think I’d ever be like this I used to be such a fun outgoing bubbly person who was full of life and was never really home I loved going out and spending time with people I care about... around 3 years ago I started seeing this....
  • 3 months ago

    I don't know what else to do...

    I literally feel like there is no way out. I drink alcohol to try to numb the pain (I start drinking around 6am)...and now my body is rejecting it too. The tightness that I feel in my chest just from being depressed feels like it's crushing me from the inside out. I want to cry but the tears won't fall. I've tried talking to family; they more or less tell me to suck it up because I have kids. But this is why I need...some relief! I want to be there for them but I can barely get off the....
  • 3 months ago

    I'm scared of and for my husband...

    I feel like I can clearly see the changes in my husband's mental state over the last 6 years or so. We both did drugs recreationally, and both had our issues with chemical dependency. I have dealt with depression and anxiety for most of my life. And my family, on both sides, has experienced a wide range of mental health issues from PTSD to schizophrenia so I am no stranger to the signs and symptoms that come with these kinds of problems. So, it pains me and frustrates me to no end to see my husband....
  • 4 months ago

    My mom is depressing me or making me crazy

    I’m 30 I moved my mom in around 2 years ago. She has copd smokes is on oxygen and a drug addict. She takes methadone everyday and when moving in all I asked is to keep up on the place. I must mention we live in a 2 bed room apt. It’s not very big. But day in day out she just sleeps only gets up for methadone or bathroom. It’s killing me watching her waste away but she refuses to do anything she won’t go to the doctor. Just last week screaming help after walking to bathroom to per and couldn’t breathe....
  • Hi I'm new here!

    Hello everyone I am new here I've replied to a few people posting on here just barely. I have been a addict for 23 years now over half my life. Was clean for 3 years doing great as soon as I got done with drug court jumped right back in. I suffer with horrible anxiety panic attacks and my new thing is depression. I am 39 mother of 2 amazing kids. And I have a amazing husband who is the best thing besides my kids that has happened to me. He has no idea that I've been doing my drug of choice....
  • 4 months ago

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