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  • 2 months ago

    Depressed

    I am 19. I have been depressed for long time I tried to suicide two times but I failed ,my parents think that it was an accident. I don't have friends because most of the friends I had was selfish and they wanted interest in me. these days my health is being difficult I feel dizzy most the time and my body shake all the sudden, I don't know what to do to myself anymore .what can I do
  • 2 months ago

    Depression/Anxiety

    This is my first time writing on this message board and hopefully this helps me out a little with everything that I’m dealing with right now. I’m 20, I’ve been dealing with my depression pretty much for as long as I can remember. My anxiety on the other hand, that’s a different story that I’m not going to get into. These last few months have really been hard for me mentally, internally I feel so heavy and weighed down by everything around me and it’s like I can’t even bring myself to stand up. Some....
  • 2 months ago

    Numbness, no motivation

    I feel guilty even posting but I'm not sure what to do. I have missed many days of work as well as many social opportunities I used to enjoy because I feel like isolating myself. I feel a level of numbness almost, yet somehow also some negativity and guilt. I have nightmares but only can recall pieces. Can't really pinpoint any specific issues or reasons I feel this way. Guilt because I have many reasons to feel good, but I just don't more often than I care to admit.
  • 2 months ago

    A non-motivated burden

    Hello, anyone who is reading this.. I am a first time depression board poster. Even though i have everything anyone can ask for, I have a husband who works his a** off for me. Yet i cant find the energy to do what i need to. I cant find the energy for anything. Im young, and yet i find life to be unfulfilling. I feel like a burden on my family and friends. I feel like i am leeching all the money and fun out of everyones lives when i feel ok enough to share my sadness. There is a history of depression....
  • 2 months ago

    I was beat up/assaulted

    I was attacked by a member of a band that was cheated by the man I was working for at the time. The band member grabbed my phone when I told him I didn't have the money that was in his either signed or unsigned contract, because we didn't make enough money at the door. He ran inside and threw my phoned as I was chasing him deciding whether I should hit him or grab him, knowing me, the none fighting type I would've grabbed him. But he swung at me as I tripped over a table, and he landed....
  • 3 months ago

    idk

    I had no friends and no one to talk to before 1 month. I was pretty depressed, still am. So I came to know about a site on internet that lets you make friends. And so I registered there, behavior there was a lot like dating sites. You don't get any replies if you're below average looking and no initial messages if you aren't girl or extremely good-looking. I realized how much looks matter even for having some friend. This is got me even more depressed, I removed my photo and put anime....
  • 3 months ago

    About Me*

    I recently started therapy and got diagnosed with bipolar2. But I have been depresssed for as long as I can remember. I have anxiety and panic attacks everytime I have to leave the house. The anger, sadness and hopelessness are consuming. In my 30s,divorced,had to move back home,can't work,no friends,gained about 30lbs,can't find the will to do anything. Thankfully for my dog, she is everything to me. No one has ever understood me. Maybe someone on here can.
  • 4 months ago

    Lyrica Dosage

    Is it good take Lyrica in divided doses (like 75mg 3 times in a day) or 150mg once in the morning.
  • Lost, helpless

    Hi. I have had this feeling of emptiness and just like i can't go on for much longer. From the outside i look put together, social and happy. But im not. Every night when i turn off the lights in my room, my true self comes out and i cry and sometimes hurt myself just to feel something and re gain control. I know it is wrong but it just happens. Anyway i needed somewhere to write this out. I have an amazing friend that is always there for me but i don't want to burden her with my feelings....
  • 5 months ago

    Everyday life for me

    I suffer from depression, panic/anxiety attacks and I am domestic violence survivor. My depression started back when I was in high school about 16 years old. It started around the time all the bullying by people at school started. It was getting harder for me to cope and make decisions. I was isolating myself from others, sitting in my room when i got home from school and also my grades were slipping cause I was slowly giving up. By the time I started failing all my classes my parents finally noticed....