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  • MySoulIsTired

    For some of us life isnt and wasnt fair,seems like the dark cloud is everywhere,as much as i dont want to believe this but i can not stop thinking that we were brought in this world to suffer,why would God allow your parents to bring you to this world only to die and leave you alone,people always say everything happens for a reason,then how do you explain this one,so u just deliver an innocent soul to the world then leave.i am very angry,i dont understand why i am here,it is so painful coz living....
  • 20 days ago

    What is the point?

    I lost mom when I was 16 back in 2014 and In 2019 I attempted to end my life 3 times, each with unprescribed medication. I was hospitalized for the 2 most recent attempts. Its been about 3 months since I was last in the hospital. Since then I have been off medication due to not having health insurance after losing my job around the same time. I also dont have family that understands what Im going through. They think that it will just fix its self and I will magically be better. I dont have any friends....
  • ONE.DAY

    back when I was 8 or 9 years of age, my dad was drunk and I don't know if he knew it was me but he placed his hand in my butt like in my shorts but he did nothing but touched it. I had to sleep there because my mom slept with my pther siblings and I had no place, we were in one room so basically I had to sleep beside my dad. I didn't tell my mom because I thought of it as an accident.... but then it happened again T_T I was 12 years old and my dad came from a party(I guess) it was late and....
  • 26 days ago

    To much...

    Hi, Iv've struggling with my weight and depression since I was around 16, grewing up in a fosterhome never really felt loved or understood. Sometimes it got better, but never went away. Now I am 25, single, never had someone before, bad home situation. 2018-2019-2020 has been one of the hardest years, I've thought about suicide more times then I could possibly imagen, I've also tried a couple of times. And when I think about living, I have no reason at all.. I just want to find a way....
  • 1 month ago

    dealing with myself

    It is true that we are our own worst enemies. It can seem like high school in my head, and different parts of me are sabotaging any and all attempts to make me a better person. Rumors are spread... did you know that she is a ***? Did you know she cries at night? That she is a druggie, a drunk, a nobody? I heard she used to be smart. Used to be capable, responsible, trustworthy. I don't trust her. Let's mess with her head. I drink because I have to. I drink because I have to be a normal adult....
  • 1 month ago

    More Than Just Depression?

    I'm 16 years old and was diagnosed with clinical depression at the age of 10, I take medications for it but they don't seem to work. I get extremely sad and sometimes can't even function. I have a history of self-harm, suicidal thoughts, tendencies and attempts, along with common occurring mood swings. I also see and hear things that are not there and have PTSD nightmares from abuse in my past, both with proscribed medication. I'm worried I might be more than just depressed, i.e.....
  • 1 month ago

    Thinking about just ending my life.

    I don’t why I’m here. Maybe as a last resort but I’m tired of being here. Talking to someone to maybe just hear me out so I can exist for a while.
  • 1 month ago

    Need Help Please

    My Dr has sent me to a psychiatrist as he thinks I may have bipolar, I also have paranoid feelings & highly sensitive, have abused ZOPICLONES & NO SUPPORT, family don't understand & friends try & fix it with herbal meds NO THANKS Any help would be appreciated
  • 2 months ago

    bipolar disorder

    I suffer of bipolar disorder and even though I am receiving help from a psychiatrist I still often have thoughts of committing suicide, I have put a gun to my head twice and have recurring thoughts of cutting myself, not only cutting but also stabbing, I also have mixed episodes in which I am able to perform whichever task I am supposed to without any issues while at the same time I still keep having these thoughts, I take little interest in talking to other people or connecting with anyone else....
  • 2 months ago

    I just can't anymore...

    Hi, I will try to keep this relatively short but I make no promises. Been unemployed since Sept 2019. Denied unemployment due to crappy mental health which limits my ability to work. Tried for disability, denied. Needed income desperately, lied and said I was able to work so I could get unemployment and not lose my electric and such. I owe 3 months back rent. I'm being evicted. I have no place to go. The 3 people in my life who I thought would never let me become homeless, well they don't....