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  • 19 hours ago

    Glipizide

    How many glipizide would it take to kill you?
  • 1 day ago

    First post

    Never had a worry until a few years ago. In the last 3 years I lost my mother and had health issues. Well it was a bit of a battle but it looks like I beat my health issues. Problem is metally I am a wreck. Every little ache I think is fatal. Cant get passed the loss of my mother. I am a 56 year old male and proud dad of teenage twin girls. Not to get totally in to it but I am basically sole provider to them both financially and emotionally. Always was so strong until these last few years. I see....
  • 2 days ago

    I don’t know what to do.

    I’ve not been feeling normal for weeks. Let’s start with my mental state. I have anxiety, depression, and PTSD. I have struggled with these since about 6th grade. I haven’t eaten a lot over the past 6 months so I’ve bevome malnourished. But I’m trying to eat more again bevaude things aren’t right. I don’t feel “here” I guess. It’s hard to explain, but I just don’t feel like I’m on earth. I also have horrible memory loss. I’ll forget things I was just talking or thinking about. I overthink everything....
  • 3 days ago

    Feeling unwell

    I’m not clinically depressed (never been to a psychiatrist to confirm that, at least). Recently, I feel really overwhelmed. Generally, I feel like everyone around me will be happier without me around. I feel like an absolute burden to my family, my boyfriend and my friends. I feel like I’m drowning idk. I feel helpless too. When I ask my classmates for help regarding assignments, I feel like I don’t get any. I don’t want to bother my boyfriend because I know he’s burdened by other things. I can’t....
  • 3 days ago

    My depression

    I suffer from depression and anxiety. I find myself lost, and confused. There’s a voice constantly in my head, and I can’t get it out. I can’t focus at school anymore, and my grades have dropped. I have panic attacks in the middle of the night, and I cry myself to sleep. I feel alone, like there’s nobody there for me when I seem to be there for everybody else. I can’t trust anybody, because everybody that I trust seems to hurt me. Most of my friends have left me, I’m afraid of judgement, and rejection....
  • 6 days ago

    Just seeking to feel better

    I always thought of myself as a healthy person dealing with common life issues. During high-school i had to deal with a really sad environment in a poor school filled with drugs, abusing students, no control and unmotivated teachers. My teen years were filled by sad moments where my home was my sanctuary, thus i never felt like leaving it because it meant going back to hell. In the last years of my studies i started having health problems which were rare for my age, but i took everything as something....
  • 6 days ago

    Lost

    I feel everything so deeply that I want to just be alone but my brain is constantly battling itself. My emotions are in constant flux between trying to help any and everybody and wanting nothing more to do with people because they are all so awful. I cant understand why the world is so terrible and this constant battle makes me want to either fix it or leave it. The unfortunate part is that I know I cant leave it because I love those in my life so much that I could never do that to them especially....
  • Causes of my depression

    So, recently, this guy threatened to rape me. Being previously sexually abused, this threat kinda freaked me out. I was very upset and I didn’t tell my parents. My best friends took up for me and confronted the guy, but then got body slammed. Once our parents found out, they called the cops, but the cops did nothing. They didn’t even file a report! A few week have passed, and I have been getting worse and worse. There’s this voice in my head and I don’t know how to get it out. It tells me that if....
  • My story

    hey, I just wanted to tell my story. I hope that this a judge free zone and that if you guys have any questions, you will ask, it will probably be good for me to talk about it. So for as long as I can remember, I was sexually abused every night up until I was nine. When I finally told somebody about it, my whole family fell apart and I felt like it was my fault. My mom was working three jobs and we were babysat by our grandpa. But he was an alchoholic and was often times passed out on the couch.....
  • Horrendous panic attacks

    In 2015 I was in a awful car wreck, were I was ejected from the car.. I broke my tib/fib, crushed my ankle, broke my for arm, and had head truma.. it took a good year before I was able to get back to work or even get around on my own. In the past year I have begain having these visions of wrecking and even when no one is in the car with me I see member's of my family dead. They have just gotten so bad that I had to go to part time because I found myself calling in just so I didn't have to....