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  • 14 days ago

    Writing my thoughts

    I finally realize I’m depressed. I feel guilty for feeling this way. Im older,retired, volunteer, fat,short,slight CP, and have a lot to live for. So I’m coming here to read posts, then hope I can share as well. That’s all for now. I hope everyone finds peace
  • 14 days ago

    Worried about psychiatric meds-combination in high doses

    My brother recently committed suicide after a long battle with bipolar disorder. I went through his home and did an inventory of his current medications. He had been prescribed bupropion (450 mg/day), gabapentin (1800 mg/day), lamotrigine (300 mg/day), lithium (900 mg/day), and sertraline (200 mg/day). All of the medications had been prescribed by the same doctor within three months of his death. He had been feeling unusually tired and disoriented in the weeks before he died. I know some of these....
  • Exposing my Depression

    Let me start off by saying I am new to this website. I have nobody to talk to about my problems. I have been seeing this guy since May. We talk everyday. We aren't dating, but we like each other a lot. In fact I am going to start staying at his place with him soon. He just met my family last night. At School, work, and home I have a lot of problems. I have not been to school in over two weeks, whenever I'm at work I try to leave, and I never want to be home, and if I am, I lock myself in....
  • 15 days ago

    I miss my depression

    I struggled with depression and mild anxiety for about 3 years and was to afraid to ask for help. on my own I slowly started getting better. right now i would say im pretty mentally stable. or at least the best i’ve been in a while. even though i am doing better and i have more hope and a better out look on life, i miss being in the state i was in. i haven’t been able to feel anything that deeply in a while.
  • Some notes

    I have been writing down some notes on depression and anxiety. - I am exhausted from feeling anxiety - I am not my experience of anxiety - I am not my experience of depression - Have I forgiven myself? - Take the time, slow down to make deep changes - Don't let negative thoughts run through your mind If anyone has notes to add, please do so. Best regards
  • 18 days ago

    Can you survive alone

    I live with Bipolar Disorder and anxiety. I dont have any friends or family. I cared for my younger Brother who was a Minister and my best friend and advisor. He was also the only person in the world that loved and encouraged me. He was diagnosed with stage 4 Pancreatic Cancer and I took care of him in my home until he passed on August 2, 2017. As he got weaker, sicker, the people in the Church, close family members and friends turned on him in the worst way. My heart was broken and I was in shock....
  • 19 days ago

    All I want to do is sleep and hide away

    So I have my anxiety meds, and I started a new drug for my Migraines but all I want to do is sleep and avoid people. I have a good day I go out do things and then I'm down again for 3-4 days wanting to sleep and stay in my room. I go to the store and the first scream of a child or loud noise sends me running out with no groceries. Now here is the kicker in all this I am a masochist I love pain, pain centers me I have friends in the lifestyle that help me by giving me pain on a weekly basis or....
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  • 19 days ago

    My personal blog

    Hi all....Im new to this site and have just started a personal blog to try to get to hear from other sufferers. I have suffered with depression for over 25 years. If you would like to read my story then please follow the link below, please feel free to leave a comment so I know that you have visited, and maybe we can have a chat. Many thank
  • 21 days ago

    Cant get over her..

    About 4 years ago, just after my son turned one, me and his mother broke up. For the last 4,almost 5 years now we have been doing good not letting our situation effect him. The last few weeks have been extremely difficult for me. Not sure why but all of these feelings for her have came rushing back and its driving me crazy. A few days ago she started dating someone and it seems like everything has gotten so much worse. All i want is for her to be happy, which i know I can not make her. This guy seems....