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  • 2 hours ago

    Suicidal thoughts

    Hello, I don’t know where else to turn. I feel like I can’t talk to anyone I know in real life because they will judge me. The truth is, I’ve had depression for a long time. When I was 13, almost 10 years ago now, I stood on a chair in the balcony of the 11th floor apartment, imagined my death and tried to build up the nerve to jump off. things because more tolerable or I became more numb. But lately I can’t shake off that feeling anymore of wanting to disappear from my life. I’ve been having suicidal....
  • 4 hours ago

    happy

    i am very happy today.
  • How To Deal with Depression

    Good Day, My conversation with you guys today is depression, and what can we do to control it. Right now I am in my bedroom/office listening to some café jazz, visualizing myself walking down a peaceful long grassy road, with the music and a strong breeze; side by side with me. The weekend was not good for me. For some reason I felt panic, fear irritable and paranoid. I don't know why, I just felt depressed and all along. Can any of you guys relate to my emotions? and the scary part about it....
  • 1 day ago

    Depression

    Hi guys um I’m seeking for help I don’t have people to talk to in my family that I trust and I feel like I am getting really sick physically because of my mental state I once attempted and ended up in hospital and um now depression strikes again when I finally think I’m getting better but this time it’s worse I am seeing a therapist and it’s hard for me to tell her somethings about like the hot flashes the collapsing and the insomnia and the thoughts and the to add on to my my suffering I’m Bisexual....
  • 2 days ago

    Hi !

    Hi, everyone! I’m 27 years old and I searching for a help. My life in the moment ( from last year) is awful. I broke up with my 7 years relationship last year, I was at hospital because too much stress affected on me, I moved to other county, I haven’t social community yet here, my family has a lot of financial problems, I’m searching for a job right now but it’s very difficult. I’m depressed and my emotional condition starts to be so unpleasant for my and my family also. I’m so nervous, with low....
  • 4 days ago

    Don't understand his thoughts

    He said be with him for couple days. And then he changed his mind for simple reason and he get mad. Just because he saw me talking with my friends (my friend called) and was kind of worry about my kid since I set new new place. And told me to be with him and now he saying leave him " can I get my place back" and "you are nice but I want you to leave". How rude is that! All day he did not even communicate and ask me anything. I felt alone. And when we out for dinner he was kinda....
  • 4 days ago

    Depression is getting worse

    Hi I’m a 20 yr old female so about 6 months ago I got my first panic attack and ever since then my life has gone down hill my depression is so bad cause I feel like my anxiety will never go away and I just want to be semi normal again. Also my mom suffers from depression and she’s never there to talk to cause she just turns every conversation into a convo about herself and I don’t have many friends most of them wouldn’t understand. I’ve been taking cbd oil to help with the anxiety but my depression....
  • 5 days ago

    Very sad and lonely...

    Divorced since 2017, but been on my own for many years before that. At first it was a relief to be free of a bad marriage and I was excited to date again, maybe find someone special. Fast forward a year and 1/2 later and I find the "over 50" dating scene to be superficial and transitional (i.e., hook-ups). I'm sad most evenings after I've left friends (mostly married) and come home by myself. It's the empty silence that gets to me. It's not having someone put their arm around....
  • 6 days ago

    Will it increase my insurance costs if I admit to my doctor I'm an alcoholic?

    Hi, I’m an alcoholic and suffer from depression. The depression has gotten worse over the last several years. I have never taken medication for it. I realize it’s a cycle. I often get sober for months, and then see no reason to get help for drinking, as I’m much more positive, active, and accomplish a lot. But inevitably it falls apart again. I would like to talk to my doctor about treatment. I’m mainly interested in trying out some medication for depression and doing therapy. But I fear that if....
  • 6 days ago

    spousal revenge - mental health

    My daughter in law - is obsessed with destroying my son - who had an affair. She has kept their 20 month old son away from him and all of his family for over 8 months now - and has caused him to loose his job, has put posters up around various towns with his picture telling people what he did, has had him arrested for weapon storage in his home (he had a bat under his bed), to using my and his fathers test messages to have him arrested for a breach on a protection order (as she wanted to have us....