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  • 3 days ago

    Want to get out from everyone upset

    I do not like to see others keep suggesting me about my life. I know what I have to do. Whether or not I will be separate from my marriage life is none of anyone business... I don't need noone advice.. I will be separate soon. It is upsetting me why do I have to be with him if I don't want to. And other one who had me for fun. Please no need to think that I will die if you won't love me... I will have perfect body and mark will remove.. so do not like me .. someone is ready to have....
  • Depressed and screwed

    I wish I could find a way... I guess we could start at 5 1/2 years ago. My wife and I separated. It was my idea to separate. My daughter was 8 at the time. Counseling with my wife was not working. Things were spinning faster and faster out of control. At our last counseling session my wife said, “you destroyed my heart. I’m going to destroy your life.” I thought it was just upset talk, but later I came to find out that she was serious. short story = She attacked me repeatedly using the police and....
  • 5 days ago

    Antisocial business graduate with 6 years of depression

    I graduated in business studies with distinction and had a bronze medal... but couldn’t do a job as my mother had a dream that doing job won’t be good for me(I’m a girl, who belongs to a conservative muslim family and it’s compulsory to obey our parents) in the mean time my mother had the hysterectomy and i had to lookafter her and the house. But i felt and still feel like a loser who only got a degree to get married with someone who is well setteled( which is not true)and it’s been 6 years and I....
  • 5 days ago

    Fairly certain I'm schizophrenic

    So I know people are going to tell me that It's not likely but hear me out. I've been trying to find a diagnoses for severe hypersomnia for over a year, but my sleep doctors have given up on trying to figure it out and have labeled it Idiopathic hypersomnia, which is just medical jargon for: is sleepy, but we don't know why. Figuring that I still need a way forward, because 400mg of modafinil and 30mg of adderral feels like it's doing more damage than helping, I decided to talk to....
  • 5 days ago

    Will it increase my insurance costs if I admit to my doctor I'm an alcoholic?

    Hi, I’m an alcoholic and suffer from depression. The depression has gotten worse over the last several years. I have never taken medication for it. I realize it’s a cycle. I often get sober for months, and then see no reason to get help for drinking, as I’m much more positive, active, and accomplish a lot. But inevitably it falls apart again. I would like to talk to my doctor about treatment. I’m mainly interested in trying out some medication for depression and doing therapy. But I fear that if....
  • 5 days ago

    crying all night again

    I can't handle situation with my husband's illness and don't know what to do. I don't want to complain to friends and family, but he is always angry and won't take care of himself, has stopped seeing doctors and getting treatment. disability is worsening and he falls frequently, sometimes it takes me an hour to get him back up. He just fell again for third time .
  • 5 days ago

    Feeling lonely

    I'm struggling to know if there might be something mentally wrong with me or if I'm just not dealing with normal life well. I hate the idea of labeling myself with some disorder. I'm not looking for excuses for my short comings. I can't seem to get a grip on my life. I have twin boys and a husband. I struggle to keep up with normal life things. Cloths cooking engaging with me kids. I want to do better but I can't find the energy. Mayne not energy just the motivation. I feel disconnected....
  • 5 days ago

    I feel so lost and overwhelmed

    I see a psychiatrist and a therapist. I just lost my therapist of over 3 years and that's so hard for me. She moved to far away for me to follow her and she's amazing. I go tomorrow to see my new one for the second time. I want to just keep myself secluded most of the time. I don't want to talk to my friends or family about anything I'm going through. I don't want to be felt sorry for nor worry them. I also have PTSD and triggers. I'm so tired of the pain but that doesn't....
  • 5 days ago

    I need someone for a meeting.

    I don't know how this whole thing works. I've never done this before. I need to talk to someone personally. I just can't talk to the people I know. So If anyone shares the thought, please let me know.

    Good day you guys, Let's talk about something we all can relate to, fear, pain, trauma, anxiety and bitterness rolled up as one. You know want's depression set's in, BOY! does it HURTS! You try to program yourself to believe I refused to let something or someone control my behavior or emotions, but the impact stress has on me; is too damn devastating. We tried everything booze, anti-depressant and yes street drugs, and yet sooner or later, our emotional pain surpass our healing process....